This Silence

Just an old poem i wrote some time ago, the pic was a bit of a challenge and still there are many flaws...yeah I suck!

Stock - ~my-les
Brushes - ~astarot*aleksandra
Textures - *resurgere

The poem

Silence...
All that's left in here
A thousand wrong goodbyes
So much left unsaid
What is it right?
Did i choose the right path
I don't know
I just don't know
One more question
In an uncertain avalanche
Taking me away
From all i really want
Fear and guilt
Fear...
For all the mistakes
I might do again
Guilt...
For all the mistakes
I did before
What is the lesson
I don't know
I never learn anyway
Now i stay silenced
Screaming loud in my head
Drowning the silence around
In illusory noise.
Should i say that?
Or i might hurt someone?
Maybe i should stay quiet
Only I'll get hurt in the end